The thought of one more day is so overwhelming. Don't think about it. carrying a burden you don't wish to share. How can you when there is no one that knows. I can't tell them, they closed their ears. My throat locked up and I became the silent one. Yet no one knows. the silent dry tears I have cried no one sees. They have their own shit too ya know. How vain am I to beleive I am the only one. black and blue, open and red, the drops are not tears my dear, but blood. A shadow in my heart.