|photo thanks to google image search.|
|Anastasia and Zane|
I am not sure how to describe how I am feeling right now. I am so torn between grief and joy. I am sad for the time I lost with my friends, I am sad for the loss of their daughter, I am sad that Kenny has to continue to be in pain and turmoil. I am sad for what my daughter and her family have to live with everyday and I am sad that I cannot fix it. I am full of joy for the love I felt today from my friends and from my daughter's family the experiences were wonderful. The greatest gift I have received is the ability to witness the miracles of this life around me.
I am humbled and will be working hard to remember the things I have learned this week end.
Lest I be neglectful I must mention that my husband walked this walk with me, has held me through it all. I love you Randy.